dear J,
do u know why i like to take cold shower?
its not because it feels good,
but i will concentrate on that cold cause i hate coldness.
it can remove me of thinking those unhappy stuff,
make me feels better, make time for me to think calmly..
dear, do u know why i like to sleep with u?
its not because of ur human flesh body that im fond to.
but the woman that lays beside me.
ever since our 1st anniversary,
i have already devout myself to u.
when ever we sleep together, or hug each other,
i felt that we are truly bond to each other, meant for each other..
i promise myself that, u will me my only lady to eternal,
at least until the day that brings us apart..
but alas, the way u view me had change dramatically ever since u moved to Wangsa.
the longer we stay together, the more bad views u had of me grew more and more.
i know my previous working environment had change me into a vulgar n ruder
but it still dont change how i feel towards u..
at least ur changes over there dont change how i feel a bout u..
dear, i have no intention of leaving u..
but i just cant stand u r having bad times everyday because of me..
although i chant hard n work hard to change,
u thoughts against me had not..
dear, i cant promise u that i will be back for u..
my love to u is just too deep..
de damage will be severe and i know urs will be too..
i cant promise u that i will be there for u when u need me,
but i will do my best to do so..
at least for de next 2 months, till that i cant be physically be around for a long time..
dear, i hate to say this,
but, can we just stay together n sort this thing out?
it has been de largest n worst storm that hit us
and it is taking us apart, taking our relation to toll..
dear, i dont want other woman being with me..
the only person i want is u....
